I know that I haven't been on Xanga at all lately, but thats just because ITW has been working again, except for tonight and last night.

On friday I got a new car. I traded in my 1991 Ford Tempo for a 1987 Oldsmobile Cutlass. But I love it! I love the Cutlass! Its just like the Buick.

Last weekend I worked every single day. Friday night = 5-10pm; Sautrday = 2-10; Sunday = 8-3, then 5-7:30pm... I was busy. Too busy. I am going to quit my job at Northwoods Inn. But thats just because at WWI I make so much more money there and I don't need a second job when I'm rollin in $100 bucks a weekend of waitressing and thats just start of summer, its going to be $200 bucks a weekend soon. and at NWI my paychecks are like $15 and thats just pocket change to me when I have $95 sitting in my purse... And I just can't physically too hard for me to beable to handle. My mom even told me that I should quit at NWI.

Joe and I are still together. So in love. He just had a birthday; April 11th. My birthday is coming up as well... May 16th I'm going to be 17! yay.

But Its late and I'm tired so I'm goign to header out.

Sara

I want to take the easy road. I'm so sick and tired of the hard/rough road. Its getting out of control. I need a break. HUGE break. From everyone (mostly parents) except Joe, and everything that has just gone shitty.

I just want to be with Joe. He is so fucking perfect for me, we are perfect for each other. He gets me in such a good mood when we are together. But no.. not anymore. my mom isn't letting me use her car to go see Joe anymore. Unless I show her that I am a good kid and not this Problem child that she thinks that I am ever since I started dating Joe. Fucking a Mom! Its not JOE that has made me who I am. I am a teenager. I am going to be rebelous! I am going to be moody! I may make the wrong descsions! But we all do! I know I need to deal with the conqeunces but taking away the best thing in my entire fucking life isn't going to make growing up any better for me. Because I'm gonna go even beyond my boundries that I have set for myself.

I seen Joe last night. It was nice seeing him for awhile. He also brought me home. My mom seen that I was with him, and she asked me how I ended up with him in the night. She doesn't want us being together anymore. She keeps calling him a loser and he is far from. She is punishing me for something that she admited to me that she even did!! And I know that my dad did it. But still they think its right to punish me when I'm just trying shit.

I am so mad. I can't type any more.

I don't feel good so I'm not going to school. Just be more of a "problem child" then I am now.

I just want to leave with Joe and never come back.

Well I know its been like forever since I last updated, but yall should be use to me never being online and never updating by now. lol.

Friday Night there was this thing at our school called "winter carnival" some schools its called the snow ball or whatever. Its a nice fancy dance in the middle of winter. I was on our for our class last year. But anyways, I ended up getting drug to it by Marcie. lol. But I had a good time. Then I left and at midnight I picked up my brother from the dance.

Saturday morning, went and seen Joe. *huge smiles* I love him sooo much. I swear to god everytime I'm with him I fall that much more in love with him, even tho I don't think its possible to be more in love than we are now. Well we hung out and spent quality time together until he had to go to work at 4pm. Then I came home and ended up hanging out with Marcie and the gang. And then we all went out to one of our friend's Ice Shack, Just because it was getting boring hanging out with Cody's. Well I was sitting there and I noticed that the pipe for the chimney was touching the wood wall, and the wood was like getting RED! I was told them what was going on, Adam told me that it was minor and I didn't put too much thought into it until about 3 minutes later the damn wall started on fire!! lol. It was hilarious! I laughed sooo hard. If they would have just LISTENED to me the place wouldn't have went up in flames. Well the guys got the fire under control and we all hung out again, but this time we kept an eye on the wall. lol.

And today... I had to be to work at 9am. I got there.. it was BUSY as hell! I have never worked so hard & so fast in my entire life. Thats the busiest I've ever seen it! It was like 20-25parties at all times from 9am-2pm! I was suppose to get out of there by 2pm, but I was sooo backed up on my dishes I stayed until 2:30 getting them all done. On my way home I seen Justin, Cody, & I think Dylan going to Antigo. Then a bit later I seen Marcie and Trista. Trista called me after I passed her and she asked me if I wanted to go to Antigo with them. I told them that i would pass because I was tired because of a LONG day at work and I needed to shower and all before I would want to leave. So I just passed. I am thinking about giving them a call in a few to see if they are back in town & if there, see if they want to swing by my house and talk and see what their up to tonight.

But I just took a shower and my hair is like all wavy now. So I'm gonna go blow dry it so I don't look too scary.

Later Gators

Wow, I know its been awhile since I last updated. Um not to much has been going on.

Grades came...~ First one 2nd Quater, Second one Semester

English 11 communication - D D+

United States History - A- B+

Not bad...I wasn't happy with myself with the two D's but hell I'm trying as hard as I can and thats all I could ever ask from my self.

I'm getting sick. Like hardcore sick. THe glands on the back of my neck and going up the back of my head are all swollen. So I might have Mono because the only time anyone has seen the glands on the back of anyone's neck was when they had mono, and I think I can feel a sence infection coming on. (i've had like a million sence infections so I know what it feels like).

Today I got my hair cut. Its like an couple inches past the top of my shoulders. So its not TOO short but not long and gross looking like before. it looks healthy again.

I have to ask everyone that reads my diary this.. What the heck could I get or do for Joe for Valentines?!?!?! I have NO idea what to do or get him. I was thinking of a bag or hersey kisses and like take him out to eat or.. I dunno.. HELP ME PLEASE!

I'm going to go call it a night and crawl in bed.

Night everyone!

Sara